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Hä XpWnbnð sI«n FSp¯ Cu apjnª `mÞw \\n§Ä¡mbn IcpXn h¨XmWv. a\\w ]pc«pó ZpÀKÔw s]mdp¡pI. Hcp tX§ð t]mse Noªv HgpInb Xet¨mdpw Idp¯ Xeb³ ]pgphcn¨ _ew t]mb t]inIfpw Dïm¡pó KÔw Rm³ Bin¨Xñ. F¦nepw XpSn¨p aXnhcm¯ Hcp lrZbhpw Hcp IcÄ¡m¼pw ]pI Xnóp Idp¯ izmk tImihpw CXnepïv . sNaó lrZbt¯mSv tNÀóv Hcp sN¼\\oÀ ]qhpw. cïne \\nÀ¯n, apÅpIÄ ASÀ¯n amän Cfw Nnñbä¯v hmSmsX hfÀ¯nb sNdnsbmcp ]qhv. ]T\\ taibnð aqópw DZmlcW§fmbn DZIpw . Asñ¦nð acn¡psaóv Dd¸mbhÀ¡v Ahbh amä¯n\\mImw. Hcn¡epw hmSm¯, apÅv amänb ]qhnsâ Nn{Xw sImïv Biwk ImÀUpIÄ sa\\bmw. Nn{XImc\\v ]pckvImchpw A¨pIqS¯n\\p apXð¡q«pw t^kv_p¡nð CjvSv§fpsS IpónaWn IpópIfpw. Ifªp t]mb¯nsâ hÀ®hpw h®hpw adóp t]mbn. tXSpIbmWXv Rm\\nt¸mgpw.
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